Well I had a rather disheartning converstation with my mom last night. It feels like all my reseach research into new dogs is all going to waste. Mom wants to get a toy poodle.

um...noooo. She can get one for herself then really, I'd just look at it and think "You're not spooky" There was only one poodle in the world for me and he's gone now. That's why I want another dog that's a far cray from a poodle. I'd cry if we got another one.

So I'm still researching and I found a new pooch to add to the list. the Kooi-something or other..... er.. it's a very long name that I can't even SPELL let along pronounce. for those that know me, you guessed the problem. It's in an entirely different langauge all together. I only know two langages as far. English and Bullshitting! LOL.

I'll be making a website to help myself along with all this. Hopefully in the end, i'll be getting a dog that I WANT!

I know I can't stand another poodle in this house. Not now, not ever.

It seems that every year student loans of Bc or Canada finds a way to fuck me over, and I swear my school is in on it.

This year the BC student loans came in first, not long after came the canadian and my school typed up that my tuitions have been paid. For the past few years my loans went to the school automatically before I got any change.

This year they did none of that and my school still wrote off that I had paid, so thinking nothing of it I used the 'change' to pay off bills.

a month and a half later my school emails me saying I hadn't paid off a cent. WTF!!!!!!!!!! Even after checking the records and it still says it was paid off. We got another record sheet saying my BC load was paid off to the school! so WTF is going on here!!!!!

well I wasn't the only one hit by this fiasco. My friend matt was too. I wonder how many other students were hit by this stupidity as well!

I swear there is no pleasing people!

First a some reviewer to my story didn't like what I wrote, (to bad so sad for them) then my mother and her dislike of anime. Any and all forms of it. Yup mom's putting my art down once again.

Why do I put up with this?

well thankfully the heat is gone today. it's really clouded over. :)

I posted a new chapter to daddy's little girl. seems people read it but they don't review it....... I actually added a review myself under the name tessa to try and get people going. at least people are liking it!!!! I havn't gotten a bad reivew about it yet and that's a good thing. I'll finihs writing chapter 4 today I think. Get the shooting part done so I can reloacte them to the sea resort and get the real action going. I still need to think of a sturty end but I have a sequeal in mind if people will want it. I hope so :)

well I'm feeling a little low today.

1. My best friend has gone away for the weekend. AIREE COME BACK!!!

2. Why does constructive critizim of another alway bring me down? *shrugs* It seems I've offended as well while trying to make a joke. *sigh* Now it's gotten me questioning things on what I'm writing. Anyway, it'skinda taken the wind outta my sails. all I really wanted to know what to make sure I wasn't copying someone else's work (thankfully I'm not). My fault probably. I asked for it.

3. I'm lonely. Mom, gramma and papa are up at the lake. Daddy's at work and Caralyn went off to the beach. > Yeah, thanks for inviting me caralyn!

I feel down right depressed now.

I'll go draw. Now doubt this will turn up rather disturbing.

umm Read and Review my story? http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2515455/1/

You don't have to be a member to review.

wow, I need a major pick me up.

the Ham (30% dark, 65% spontaneous, 38% vulgar)

your humor style: CLEAN | SPONTANEOUS | LIGHT Your style's mostly goofy, innocent and feel-good. Perfect for parties and for the dads who chaperone them. You can actually get away with corny jokes, and I bet your sense of humor is a guilty pleasure for your friends. People of your type are often the most approachable and popular people in their circle. Your simple & silly good-naturedness is immediately recognizable, and it sets you apart in this sarcastic world. PEOPLE LIKE YOU: Will Ferrell - Will Smith

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 8% on dark You scored higher than 89% on spontaneous You scored higher than 64% on vulgar

Link: The 3 Variable Funny Test written by jason_bateman on Ok Cupid

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You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel. Angel 100% Faerie 92% Mermaid 58% Dragon 50% WereWolf 33% Demon 8% What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!) created with QuizFarm.com

Your Rising Sign is Cancer

You are compassionate and kind - and the one who gives security. And while you sometimes tire of it, people always turn to you for advice. Emotions are your domain, and you use tend to use them for good. But you've also been know to be very manipulative when you need to be. You're quite loyal to those you love most - friends and family. For everyone else, you tend take time to build up trust.